day twenty-three.

It's strange how one person can have such a big effect on your life, how they can cheer you up no matter what, how they know you better than you know yourself, and how they make you smile everyday without fail. When I was upset today, I could not see how I was going to get happy again, but that one person knew exactly what to say and exactly what to do to make me smile again. I don;t think I could ever write exactly how I feel about this one person, it has taken me so long, just to write this small little bit because I have so much to say. What I can say is, that one person is amazing.

day twenty-two.

Super blonde! I've dyed my hair even blonder, so it's now a kind of greyish blonde, I love it. Although, when it's all pushed back I look like Draco Malfoy. But still, YAY, SUPER BLONDE! Oh and this is my baby, also known as my camera.

day twenty-one.

I had a lovely night out with all my friends, we went to an Indian restaurant in Brick Lane, we had a shit load of food and alcohol and then ended up sprinting to the station to get the last train. My friends are honestly some of the best people I know, I really don't know what I'd do without them.

day twenty.

Everyone's been talking a lot about summer recently, and A LOT about V Festival, it's been bringing back a lot of memories. Us Essex folk do love to go to V Festival, and even though the line up isn't that great, to me anyway, it's more about the atmosphere. There's so many people there that you know, and you meet so many people as well, I even met my boyfriend there last year, which I must admit, is pretty cool. But it's made me flick through my pictures from last year, through the awesome memories, my highlight definitely has to be seeing The Prodigy, I so want to see them again! But yeah, here's my little mini collage (:

day nineteen.

This is teddy, I've had him ever since I was born and he's been through a lot, including having his nose torn off by a greedy little puppy. It's nice to have your own comfort, something that you've got used to, something that's yours and feels likes home. Yeah, so I'm a bit old for a teddy, but I've got so used to sleeping with this old little thing under my arm, it's just becomes habit now and again to do it. I do love that feeling of being completely comfortable wrapped up in your duvet with your own comforts, it's quite nice.

day eighteen.

I went to the BBC today for a school trip, there was only a small group of us, but it was a really good day which included me becoming a weather girl for Hong Kong, getting highly excited over Tubby Toast, chillin' with Hugh Edwards for a few hours and my first visit to Westfield's. This last picture is of this frozen yoghurt place called Snog, which I didn't get to have one as I'm skint, but don't they just look so lovely, and I'm pretty sure they taste lovely too. One day I'll have one!

day seventeen.

I can't help but feel that I'm being lied to right now, I have this horrible sickening feeling in the pit of my stomach. My problem is that I can never trust someone fully, I don't know what it is, maybe a fear of rejection and humiliation, but even the people I could trust with my life, I still feel a little something pulling me back from trusting them entirely. I also happened to be listening to Fleetwood Mac earlier.